Through the Looking Glass

I’ll have to say about a week and a half ago could be considered a low point in my life in my year.  During that week, I had to deal with my Grandmother giving me grief about my life, the anniversary of my mother’s passing, and people trying to get me to goto a convention that my ex-girlfriend goes too, and usually staffs.  And during that, I had a meltdown with a couple of people on twitter.  I’m not excusing myself for what I did, nor am I making excuses for it.  I own up to my tweets.  It was just a bad day altogether.  So, let me give you some insight as to what brought all this down.

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Don’t Be This Neckbeard.

Yesterday I talked about my thoughts on the UCSD tragedy and how it bothered me as a guy and how I am around women.  I can’t sit here and lecture you fully on how to be a man.  I can give you advice on how to be around women.  My advice stems from my own experiences… And stories.  I’m going to tell you the story of Ryouga and his interactions with women.  It’s something special.  Now his real name isn’t Ryouga, but I change the name to protect the stupid, for they are their own undoing.  Click past here and I’ll tell you everything.  Hopefully you all will learn from this.

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The Say Silence is Golden

But duct tape is silver. Normally whenever an issue arises, I will explain myself.  But it’s come to where that no matter how many times I explain myself, most people don’t listen.  So, pretty much, I’m just not going to bother with it. What brought this up?  Katsucon.  Be forewarned, this post may come off as passive/aggressive, only because I do not want to name names in this.  Long story short, two former friends tried to have me kicked out of the con.  But since each person had a different story, no blame was posted. For two weeks, I lamented over the fact of should I talk about it.  I decided not to.  Only a few people in my select circle know what happened.  I am going to leave it at that.  I just want these two individuals to leave me alone and to stop poking their noses around in my personal life.  If they want to know so damn badly, just ask me.  I’m not that hard to find. I’ll say this much tho… I’ve done some stupid shit in my life, but I’ve always owned up to it.  But I have never gotten a woman drunk just to

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It’s Later, Never Goodbye.

Thursday night, I get a text from my friend Claire.  She said that due to a life-changing event that we shouldn’t be friends anymore.  It’s far and few that I receive a message like that.  My heart was racing, I felt the blood drain from my face.  I was panicking, trying to figure out what I did that caused this to happen. But as it is in most cases, I wasn’t at fault.

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